Time

I needed time, time for it to become real! I miss him so, I still cant say it. I just think Ill rest for several months before I open up that can of worms. I'm still soaking up Justin being gone, now T.J........ Awwwwww, where to go and what to do from now on. How do I go from having 5 big kids at Christmas down to 3. I have got cards, flowers, monies, emails, phone calls. Its all so nice, I want to Thank everyone. We are going to get through this and still be somewhat together in our minds when its all done and said!!! But for now I think I'm the coco bird who is in flight.
Hugs, Melonie